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Current Music:or fade away....
Subject:Journal Closed.
Time:10:03 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] busy

No hostage has been held,
Like I've been holding mine.
But I'm just fine...
Since I've been without you.

No prisoner could climb the walls
That I've built up in my mind,
Since I've been without you.

But I'm holding down and out.
I'm desperate without you.

Look at the shape I'm in...
Talking to the walls again.
Just look at the state I'm in,
Bent and broken is all I've been.


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Time:04:43 pm
It's easier to live alone- )


Half Jill.... and half Jack- )
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Current Music:Say OK
Subject:Friends Only
Time:12:03 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] contemplative



If you'd like to friend me, please add [info]icarusxelric
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Time:09:12 am
Embedded AMVs. )

SPOTLIGHT
Added: December 10th, 2007




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Subject:[info]apurgatorium - a pan-fandom RP community
Time:01:53 pm





Details and links. )
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Current Music:I have to try to forget....
Subject:You'll be amazed at the secrets I keep.
Time:02:03 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] crappy
I'm afraid to be alone....
I'm afraid- one day you'll find out.

"Please, can I ask just one thing of you?"

"Whatever you want."

"Just look out for him. He doesn't want me to anymore, so I can't. Will you take care of him for me? That's all I ask."



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"Stop acting like pushing me away is you doing me a favor. You're not looking out for anyone but yourself, and I know why.



It's because you're scared."
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Time:06:01 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] amused
*Bandwagons*


Click here~
That is all.




Oh, oh. And here
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Current Music:She must rinse him all away...
Subject:Everything happens for reasons that she will never understand...
Time:05:26 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] amused
I thought this was kind of randomly worded, but I'm not sure how to fix it. So...

Comment with the name/title of a fandom I'm aware of, no matter how obvious you think the answers will be, and I'll reply you with the relationships -canon or not- from it I ship romantically and platonically as well as my favorite characters. Just one comment for fandom so it won't get messy, as I'll link all threads in the main post and leave it public/link it in my userinfo. You can comment as many times as you want to, though. Don't have me friended and want to ask something? Go for it. The post is public and will remain open to all.




Aaand. Again, to spare the f-list.
This is like a week old...

Purgchat. )
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Time:01:46 am
By now everyone contacts me on AIM anyway, but just a heads up.
AOL has stopped working for me again.

And my phone is still being... T-Mobile.


So, chances are even if you can see Edward- I'm not online.



Why am I listening to Scotty Doesn't Know?
I hate my sister's playlist. and this computer.






I'm a little apprehensive about some turn of events.
Reliable people when it comes to RP?

Never.
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Current Music:whatever the hell my sister left on, again.
Time:11:13 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] defensive
I believe the saying is don't like? Don't read.
We get it, really. We do. You've said it a number of times already, you don't understand how or why and you're better than this.

Great.

There's plenty of stuff that I feel the same way about, and quite frankly - I don't read it. And if I do, I'm certainly not going to go around even mentioning the negative.

I post the parts that amuse me, the parts that I like, and I move on.
Instead of harping on the use of one word that doesn't fit into a scenario. Instead of reading a pairing that I loathe to start with.




You don't like RoyxEd. So don't read it.
You don't like the author. So don't read it.

You don't know what's so great about it. So leave it alone.



Not everything has to be a great piece of literature. Sometimes, just sometimes - a story is something someone writes when they feel down and want to cheer themselves up. It doesn't need to make sense, or be some wonderful masterpiece of words when it's a blurb written while sick to amuse the author. Just because they decide to share it, and others found it entertaining as well doesn't mean you have analyze it to the core.

And for the record, it's not even 1920 yet. So if you're going to get nit-picky attacking one of my friends without even masking your intent this time - keep the facts straight.

You're not the only one in existance who gets hurt easily by every little word, and it's fine when you want to tear me down. Because I put up a tough front, and I can handle myself. But no one is forcing you to read this crap, so why don't you just stop and leave the girl alone?


I'm starting to realize, you're no better than her sometimes.
And I've always given you credit for being the 'nice' one.

Cruelty is born of contempt. )

And for the record. My private RP has never been claimed to be a work of literature.
But I can be tired of cliches without giving up what I enjoy. Or I'd have run screaming from the DR ages ago.
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Subject:What the hell have I signed up for now?
Time:05:21 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] curious
Okay. Anyone that had an RP they wanted me to join.

COMMENT HERE with a link to the RP. So that I don't forget.
Whether it's something you've already poked me about, or something that you haven't mentioned yet.



Thanks.
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Time:02:43 pm
Aaron.

I need to talk to you about something, if you'd be so kind.
Feel free to IM me whenever, even if my away message is up.




Also, Laura. A friend of mine is planning to add you to their f-list.
I don't know why, he doesn't like RoyxEd and he's not even in the fandom - but we were talking and he asked me for your journal... (personal, not writing) so don't be surprised if that happens randomly.

*Blinks* Assuming you see this.
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Time:10:05 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] stressed
Why do you keep doing that?
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Current Music:Why is Pearl Jam so popular again? I feel like I'm ten.
Subject:End your grief with me...
Time:09:40 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] content





I think everything about this secret is perfect.
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Time:09:48 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] rushed
Bit of a rush, so I'll keep this short.


Work.

Laura, I'll reply to your entry in the morning. Even though it looks like everyone covered what can be covered. What don't you know?
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Current Music:Hearts Burst Into Fire
Subject:Sleep is for the weak, and I'm breaking down.
Time:06:03 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] drained
I'm sure it was a mistake.

Which is why I did it, to begin with.



Mistakes like that just take too much out of me.







As for everything else, well-
I'm sure we'll just see how that goes.
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Current Music:Just to push me down, again...
Subject:Are you feeling happy, now?
Time:04:04 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] annoyed
I am such a mook. Seriously, note to self: In the future, check lyrics before you post.

Star, it's -star- and I didn't even notice it said 'sun' until...

http://icarusxelric.livejournal.com/303278.html?mode=reply



I know someday you'll have a beautiful life,
I know you'll be a star
in somebody else's sky,
but why....
Why,
why can't it be,
why can't it be mine?



The day I stop loving this song, is really the day that I don't know who I am, anymore.
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Current Music:Everything Zen - Bush
Subject:Try to see it once my way...
Time:11:00 pm
You got to fight just to make it through,
.... 'cause I will be the death of you.
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Current Music:You couldn't share the pain...
Subject:You'll love like this again, and when you do - you'll deny that you ever loved that way, before.
Time:08:56 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] resigned
I'm laughing, because you said that about me once. And with your memory, it's a wonder if you even remember...

Not that it matters. I know that I promised, but I just can't overlook this anymore.
I'm tired of having my words thrown back in my face, for all the world to see.


I try to play by your rules, but they're always ever-changing.

I'm happy for you, I just-




And I live by the formed rule, and I can't do that to someone, but I really thought you'd do it yourself, this time. My new journal's not ready yet, the one you didn't ask to be friended on, so I guess it's time for plan B.

Maybe this time something will work out, and you won't have to keep posting about how inhuman you are.

If you ever want to be added back, all you ever need do is ask.
I'm not doing this out of malice.



Not that that ever made it hurt less, but maybe this time it won't at all.


I can't be selfish anymore. I can't keep up with something that's only ever been for my own benefit. I just honestly let you convince me that wasn't true... Maybe because I wanted it to be, so badly.

Maybe this time you can actually be happy. Maybe I was just holding you back.




I'm going to keep my promise, now.
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Current Music:whatever movie my mother's watching
Subject:I am the man you made and lost .
Time:02:01 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] exhausted
This was my favorite puzzle, so far.

Guess the next four numbers.

3 3 5 4 4 3 5 5 4 3 3 6 8

It's a dead give-away to anyone that already knows this game.

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Of all your possessions, I am the hardest to guard. If you have me, you will want to share me. If you share me, you no longer have me.~







It never was, yet always will be. It's never seen, yet always comes. It can carry nothing, yet holds much for some.


I think it's finally time for bed.
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